One Frozen Shout, Two Letters Back, and a Heart Still Waiting

My right hand rose in the cold, five words escaping like breath on a frozen morning.

The stadium turned.

History paused, just long enough to listen.

They wrote back.

That hand is archived now—ink and paper sealed forever under the Presidential Records Act.

But the warmth never left it.

I’ve kissed once—nothing more.

No steady hand ever stayed long enough to learn the shape of mine.

People drifted.

Ghosted.

Faded when the heart spoke too soon, too fully, too honestly.

So I learned silence.

I learned waiting.

I learned to tuck love away like a letter never sent.

Until one night I couldn’t anymore.

Thirteen hours in minus fifteen.

One hour of sleep.

McDonald’s at three a.m.

Popsicle fingers.

A shout that wasn’t planned—just inevitable.

America heard.

Turned.

Pointed.

Waved.

The first time I loved out loud,

a country answered.

Tomorrow is Valentine’s.

I’ll be awake early, printer humming in the dark,

still carrying the same heart

that made the biggest desk in the world

pause and reply.

I’m not chasing.

I’m not begging.

I’m simply here—

the man who waited thirty-four years

to speak five words

and changed the course of a single moment forever.

If there’s a woman whose own heart has been quiet too long,

who’s tired of almosts and goodbyes,

who wonders what it would feel like

to stand beside someone who already knows how to love something vast

without asking it to love him back—

she’ll find this.

She’ll read slowly.

She’ll feel the echo of her own waiting.

And when she’s ready—

when her heart finally decides it’s safe to be seen—

she’ll reach for the hand

that once pointed at history

and now simply waits

to be held.

No cameras.

No crowd.

Just two people

who learned to love out loud

when the world was still listening.

Happy Valentine’s.

If you’re still carrying your heart like a secret—

you’re not late.

You’re right on time.

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